Overcoming fear of intimacy
Psychologists say that attitudes we form in childhood can actually cause us to push our significant others away, making true intimacy harder to achieve. But with some introspection and a willingness to be vulnerable, couples can become closer.
Based on a decades-long study of married couples and their children, Robert W. Firestone, PhD, and Joyce Catlett, authors of Fear of Intimacy, believe that self-damning behaviors and attitudes are often passed from parents to children, and that these messages often block true intimacy between adult couples.
For example, shortly after John married Sally, he passionately told her one night he loved her long, blonde hair, especially when it was flowing over her shoulders. John confessed he especially liked her locks just after they made love.
The next day, Sally went to the beauty shop and had her hair cut short. When John saw it, he was shocked and felt like a rug had been pulled from under him. He felt anger start to rise, but then saw how pleased Sally was with the new hairdo and said nothing. But he felt distanced from her.
Later, Sally recalled that as a child her mother frequently told her that she was quiet and ugly. Unbeknownst to Sally, that message stuck with her into adulthood. John's passionate admiration clashed with the deeply instilled "ugly" message, so Sally unconsciously set out to maintain her unflattering image by cutting her cherished hair.
Attitudes inherited from parents
In a child's mind, the parent is always perfect, so children blame themselves for parental faults and weaknesses, say some experts.
"Small things can last a lifetime," says Catlett. "Sometimes children just pick up negative attitudes about themselves and about how their parents treat each other."
"We grow up emotionally guarded and identifying with the powerful people who had control over us," Catlett says. And, writes Dr. Firestone, "A child might even take on all the anger, aggression, hostility and even guilt that a parent or caregiver might be feeling."
Those attitudes, the researchers say, can contribute largely to an adult's self-image. Often, a child will hear and adopt her mother's or father's opinions and continue venting them for life.
Messages commonly passed on to girls may include:
- All men want is sex.
- Men don't have feelings; they're always unfaithful.
- Men won't let you have your own views about anything.
- You've got to make a man feel special.
Messages commonly passed on to boys include:
- All women are overly emotional.
- Women are fragile and sensitive; you must be careful what you say to them.
- It's a man's job to make a woman feel good. If you can't, you're a failure.
- Women always want more than you can give.
Time to choose
When a child who has heard these messages becomes an adult and selects a mate, that mate often resembles a parent or other significant caregiver. That happens because the person, and his or her personality, is familiar.
Thus, many couples feel they are connected to each other and fall into "we think," "we are," and "we like" attitudes. But Dr. Firestone and Catlett say that is actually a fantasy connection.
The cure and eventual intimacy comes when couples start to see their parents realistically as flawed humans with faults and weaknesses, as well as strengths. The next step is to use the same insights on their mates and themselves.
Letting the beliefs out
In Dr. Firestone's book and practice, the key to becoming closer is a technique known as "voice therapy," in which couples disclose negative attitudes and deeply held beliefs about themselves.
For instance, when Sally got her hair cut short, she could reveal how her family considered her the ugly one. John might disclose that he still puts women on a pedestal and cannot direct anger toward them because he idealized his mother.
Yet another man discovered he had a distorted view of men, women, and his lady love because his mother always said all men were weak, spineless and had to grovel to cope in the world.
Increasing the intimacy in your relationship
Another school of thought says that couples can become closer by celebrating the differences between them.
Judith Sherven, PhD, and Jim Sniechowski, PhD, a husband and wife team, wrote two books on intimacy, host a radio show, and have a website dedicated to helping people become closer to their mates.
"Our approach is designed to prevent your relationship from becoming sick," says Dr. Sniechowski. To accomplish this, Dr. Sherven and Dr. Sniechowski provide some hints on simple things you can do to increase intimacy.
Some of the more popular tips include:
- Remember, the other person is not you
- Their behavior, attitudes and feelings are just as valid for them as yours are for you.
- Be curious, not furious
- "One of the most intimate things you can say to another is, 'Teach me about you,'" Dr. Sherven says. "When you say, 'Teach me why it is important for you to save every penny you make and spend no money,' you get into the deeper meaning of a person's behavior."
- Be willing to receive love and compliments
- Too many people have learned to feel undeserving. "Those damning voices from childhood can continue [throughout] your whole life," says Dr. Sherven.
- Open up
- When you tell your current fears, anxiety or upsets, you are being intimate," says Dr. Sniechowski.
Fear of Intimacy, by Robert Firestone and Joyce Catlett. American Psychological Association, 1999.
The New Intimacy: Discovering the Magic at the Heart of Your Differences, by Judith Sherven and James Sniechowski. Health Communications, 1997.
Go Away, Come Closer: When What You Need the Most Is What You Fear the Most, by Terry Hershey. Hershey & Associates, 1990.