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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Isn't it Friday yet?

Sigh....1 test down 1 to go. I can't believe how overwhelmed I feel this semester. I am definately not taking as many classes and I am actually doing pretty well (I have an A in both of them) it is just a daily struggle to make it through. I actually think I did ok on the test I took today (thanks for asking!) I can at least assure myself that I got a C. I think I did better than that, however, I am afraid to commit to that feeling because whenever I think I aced something I do a lot worse so I will stick with a solid C. The test tomorrow actually shouldn't be too bad. I am just really exhausted. I actually caught up on some sleep over the weekend and still feel bad.

In regards to the interview I mentioned in earlier posts I found out some distressing information. Looks as if the interview process is more of a formality. From inside information they have had a temp in the position for quite some time. Why would they go with me over someone who has already proven that they can do the job. All I can do is go through with the interview though and brace myself for more rejection. I think it is time that I face the fact that I am going to have to look for a new job, not just a new position. I am pretty sure that if I wanted to come back when I get accepted to the respiratory care program in the spring that they would take me back.

See the above phrase....I can still be optomistic, I said WHEN I get accepted. This is the best I can do for today :-)

2 comments:

dnyduck said...

Crossing my fingers for A's on those tests that you took!!! Nothing says that I can't think you did better. Or will that jinx you too? If you are jinxed because of me, I'm sorry!!!!

Cute kittys by the way. We have 2....Peek-A-Boo who was adopted from Happy Tails over by Sac State and Jersey Girl who we got from the Placer County SPCA. These 2 sure know how to put our labs in check! Pretty funny to watch these little fur balls let the big oafs have it! :)

By the way, I like your optimism in regards to the job interview. I understand your thinking as far as the temp is concerned, but you never know. You may go in there and impress the heck out of them. And if they already have their minds made up, at least you are getting interview experience so you know what to work on or keep for future interviews.

Enjoy the "lovely" weather we are having today!

Stephanie

Shan'Chelle said...

Funny story about the Placer SPCA....my boyfriend and I were looking to save a puppy about a year and a half ago and we were looking everywhere. One day I was looking up shelters and animal associations and I said "hey want to go to Placerville" thinking it was like 10 minutes to the east of us. After driving for like 45 minutes I looked at my boyfriend and said "hmmm...do you think we passed it?" After an hour of driving we finally found it but they didn't have any dogs. Tured out good because we went on to adopt a wonderful old blind puppy that wouldn't have found a home....rest in peace layla girl :-)