Sigh....1 test down 1 to go. I can't believe how overwhelmed I feel this semester. I am definately not taking as many classes and I am actually doing pretty well (I have an A in both of them) it is just a daily struggle to make it through. I actually think I did ok on the test I took today (thanks for asking!) I can at least assure myself that I got a C. I think I did better than that, however, I am afraid to commit to that feeling because whenever I think I aced something I do a lot worse so I will stick with a solid C. The test tomorrow actually shouldn't be too bad. I am just really exhausted. I actually caught up on some sleep over the weekend and still feel bad.
In regards to the interview I mentioned in earlier posts I found out some distressing information. Looks as if the interview process is more of a formality. From inside information they have had a temp in the position for quite some time. Why would they go with me over someone who has already proven that they can do the job. All I can do is go through with the interview though and brace myself for more rejection. I think it is time that I face the fact that I am going to have to look for a new job, not just a new position. I am pretty sure that if I wanted to come back when I get accepted to the respiratory care program in the spring that they would take me back.
See the above phrase....I can still be optomistic, I said WHEN I get accepted. This is the best I can do for today :-)