Ok...thats it. I've taken all I can take and I am not going to fucking take anymore. I am really fucking tired of being asked if I'm a stalker or told that I take things to heart. I just want it to stop. I don't need or want the protection you hypocritical bastards have to offer. Get off your moral high horses and take care of your own lives, god knows it needs the attention more than I do anyway! I moved to get away from this shit and if you don't care enough about me to be a real friend I suggest you walk away and never look back.
I am also tired of people telling others that I take things seriously so you better be careful what you say to me, because its bullshit. That brings up a good point that Christina "why is taking something that affects you seriously considered wrong anyway?" Maybe people don't understand it because they don't have a heart? I don't know. The people saying this know who they are and also should realize that you don't know shit about me, nor do you give a shit about me so stop pretending that you do its getting really old. I didn't ask for anybody's advice, so why don't we try something novel and not give it. As for the stalking, you aren't worth the price of gas so I wouldn't waste my time.
Thirdly, I'm really fucking fed up with being accused of knowing stuff that I shouldn't. I am a really observant and intelligent person but it doesn't fucking take a rocket scientist to come to the conclusions that I do, or to remember what I'm told. For LeMorse....Christina doesn't tell me shit because she doesn't want to hurt me anymore than I already am. Everything I know is because you fucking told me over the last three years. Just because you don't remember doesn't mean you didn't, and just because you think you have only told other people (while I'm sure there is a lot of stuff this would be true about) your deep dark "secrets" just goes to show your delusional and paranoid, not just delusional. You need to get over yourself and deal with your guilty concious rather than worrying about what I know and don't know.
Its not me who has the problem, its you who are the problem so if you don't want me in your life stay out of mine. Don't fucking make people think you are avoiding me or trying to hide from me when the truth is that you aren't except when people are around. Then you get off on making people believe I'm crazy and psychotic.
To those of you who think I'm crazy and psychotic, you ain't seen nothing yet. Try me...